Diyanah

Disappointing

2011-10-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

Don't act like you tried when you obviously did not. You have a horrible and ugly heart.

2011-08-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

I have absolutely no motivation to do well for my school work. Not even money. :| I don't know. I'm just so not worried about my future.. like i think everything is gonna work no matter what. :| HAHAHA i'm screwed. :) But for now.. i'll just have to study for my SS and Chemistry paper tomorrow :|

Gran's place for almost a week.

2010-12-21T13:41:00.003+08:00

So yeah, i've been at gran's place for about 6 days now. Friends came over on the second day so that we can "bake". Hahaha why "bake"? Cause we did make a cake, but it didn't require any baking or the use of the oven at all. That's cause we made ice-cream cake with oreo crust! It's definitely delicious but it could definitely make you feel sick if you consume too much of it. Heh. Okay, ate popcorn and watched 'Cadet Kelly' to kill time while waiting for the cake to be done. The cake didn't really turn out the way it's suppose to but it was still as awesome! :) The day ended off with me falling a sleep on the couch while they watched videos on YouTube such as 'Ducks VS Wind' which is totally cute but i kinda feel bad for the ducklings and them trying to snap a picture of me sleeping which they did succeed.

Cousin came the next day with her husband and four small kids, all under the age 10. The following days went really fast and i guess the kids and dramas killed most of the time. Both the kids and dramas annoy me with their nonsense almost everyday. Okay, everyday! Drama episodes won't load properly or the kids would scream and shout and sit on my back asking me for a piggyback ride, which i'll ignore for most of the time. Looking at the calender now makes me nervous. I have about approximately 2 more weeks till school reopens and that's not a lot of time left. I have so much to do like study! I don't think two weeks is enough for just studying alone. I know it's of no use to be saying all these now when i could actually use this time to study instead of procrastinating by watching dramas or waste time blogging. But the thing is, i don't have my books. I didn't bring it. I didn't expect to be staying here for more then 3 days. But oh well.. I'll really start studying soon. At the least, for one week. I have to study no matter what. Try to catch up with some school stuffs cause next year is such a crucial year for me! O Levels! Really, i want to do well.

I don't know why i suddenly feel like blogging. I guess it's just because i feel like typing a lot with these fabulous nails! :P heh. Okay that's all that i have for rants. No pictures, sadly! :)

With Love.

A Millionaire's First Love

2010-12-13T18:01:00.003+08:00

Ultimate hear wrentching movie i've ever seen. It's a tear-jerker alright! Made me cry buckets. It's just so sad! :'( Best movie i've ever seen. No doubt about it. I feel so touched and sad yet happy. I don't know how to express this feeling la. You've just got to watch it and you'll understand what i mean! But just prepare a box full of tissues if you do plan on watching it :)

Lot of love.

sleep

2010-11-15T03:00:00.000+08:00

.. is exactly what i need. heh.

aish..

2010-10-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

Every time i think of Kim Jeong Hoon, Joo Ji Hoon and Yamashita Tomohisa, my heart melts. ahh i sound like a crazy fan girl. thjsnbhdfusjcknsbvafhgijkcdjhfbdf i'm gonna go crazy. too much dramas already! >:( No wonder i keep wanting to watch princess hours! Cause there's both Joo Jo Hoon and Kim Jeong Hoon in it.

i should i either be doing maths corrections or bio workbook. aish, really..

I feel like learning Korean or Japanese language.. just so that i can understand the dramas better. idfhbcknvbhgjrkefmjde seriously, i'm gonna go crazy. aish..

Eat Pray Love

2010-10-16T09:14:00.002+08:00

Watched it yesterday after my last paper. Not really glad that exams are over but nyeh, there's nothing i can do about it now. Went to eat at KFC before that, tried the Roasta meal which Deanna wanted to try. I wanted to eat Pastamania but i guess my homecook spaghetti would have to satisfy my cravings for pasta for now.

The show made me go home with a smile on my face and i bet i looked freaky smiling at completely nothing. It made me talk to myself in my head, telling me that he/she will be loved every time i look at someone walking past by me. I guess the movie made an impact on me? Okay, don't really think so but then again, maybe it did.

The show was two hours plus long! It was draggy and i kinda got bored at some parts. Haha but overall i guess it wasn't that bad. :)

Anyway, bought awesome new yellow nail polish and nail polish remover yesterday! :) I'm suddenly in the mood to paint my nails even though they're super short and weird and ugly! Hmm, shall not care :)

Planning to go out on Monday! With awesome lovely friends of mine. :) Anyway, as you all may or may not know, i have a Tumblr account! :D Been reblogging sutffs a whole lot! I wanna take some pictures of my own so that i can post them up :) Find me if you can. Cause i'm not gonna post the link up :)

Now you're swimming for the shore

2010-10-13T18:38:00.004+08:00

I am seriously so screwed for my End-Of-Years this time. Like seriously, majorly screwed! This is the only exams where i really don't give a crap about studying at all, which is totally horrible and i know it's wrong! I should be trying my best since is it the END of the year papers! I mean i would wanna get best grades before the school ends and stuffs but i just really have zero motivation to study! :(

I really don't know whether i really want the exam period to be over cause then i'll have to face the music. Bleh. Bad grades, parents nagging. Horrible. I guess i just have to face it since i chose not to study way before hand. I actually really wanted to study and do my awesomest best for this exam especially after getting my also horrible mid-year results. I feel so lousy now. :(

I know my parents are gonna be so disappointed with me. I bet i would be disappointed with myself! I guess that's what get for being so lazy. Hmm.. i just realized that i'm gonna be sec 4 soon, which is totally crappy. I'm so not prepared. I lack discipline and feel that i would do horribly for Os if this continues! >:(

I wanna get super awesome points for Os okay! I better do something about it.

So i guess i've screwed up end-of-years. I still have two and a half more papers! I'm really scared for my results, they sure are not gonna be a pretty sight!

On a happier note, i ate snickers! But it's not the original one, so it was kinda meh. Even chocolates aren't making me happy now! :( Plus i keep binging on food! Horrible horrible horrible terrible terrible terrible! Whatever, i don't really like chocolates anyway! >:(

My mind is so cropped up with things that i wanna do, get, enjoy and experience after the exams that i kinda forgot that's i'm still in the process of this nonsense!

Oh and i'm sleep-deprived. Every night i go to sleep at 2? and wake up at 4, just so i can study. But i guess it's a waste of time since nothing ever gets into my head! My memory is really horrible! I'm so angry and sad and disappointed. Hahaha but i'm not depressed! I'm still kinda happy with life. This is just the normal crappy teen problem crap that i have to face i guess.. hahah.. :(

I'm lucky to have awesome friends to cheer me up! :) Makes life so much easier and happier and cooler and wayyyy awesome.

Band is gonna resume soon. I think i'll be getting a new oboe tutor. I'll miss Liying :( I hope the new tutor is nice and friendly and stuffs..

Sore fingers.

2010-10-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

Yes. And it's because of all that note writing for humanities tomorrow. Am i the only one who's not done with revision, seriously? Cause I'm tired and everyone seems to be doing something else other than revision. I feel so crappy now. Plus I'm not even done with revision. I got half a chapter of social studies more and i have to read up on facist Japan. Then i have to go through SBQ stuffs and remember key stuffs for SEQ followed by going through my file! Plus, i intend to do some geography notes! Argh. Why must geography and A maths be on the same day?! It's horrible! :(

i need more time to revise. I knew this was gonna happen. Not having enough time to study for everything. To make matters worst, i haven't touch on on sciences! :( i shouldn't have procrastinated. I keep telling myself this every single time during exam period but yet i always do. Every single time! :(

O levels next year. I better buck up. :/ and i don't think I'm gonna do well for EOY. :( :(

I wish i knew better.

Time

2010-10-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

Time is running out and i only have a week to revise for my science and humanities subjects. Blog will be updated more frequently after exams, that for sure! Oh, and i got myself a Tumblr account :) not really use to it but I'm sure I'll get the hang of it in no time.

So far i only revised for three bio topics. I still have 5824293725 more topics to go! I hope i can make it :) anyway, I'm suppose to be revising geography now followed by maths but here i am blogging with my phone. Haha this is not good. Oh well, time to burn the midnight oil again! Gonna get myself coffee and continue with my geography revision :)

good luck and all the best for your exams :) see you guys soon! :)

HI! I LOVE ELMO! DO YOU?!

2010-09-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

The Essence Of Happiness

2010-09-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

Gratitude. Miserable people concentrate on what they don't have. Resolve to wake up everyday and look at what you have.
Do not blame others. Take responsibility. Happy people do their best, giving themselves the best chances to feel good about themselves.
Happiness is a decision we make. It doesn't happen by accident.
Accept what you have and where you are at and move on.
Get up tomorrow and focus on what you have. Keep on looking for the good things in your life and you will keep finding more. We are an energy system. The more we focus on our abundance, the more we will get it.

-Andrew Matthews

If you just smile

2010-08-31T21:58:00.007+08:00

Smile though your heart is aching Smile even though it's breaking Though there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by If you smile through your fears and sorrows Smile and maybe tomorrow You'll see the sun come shining through for you Light up your face with gladness Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near That's the time you must keep on trying Smile, what's the use of crying? You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile

HI LEONARD! I THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT READS MY BLOG! ;D

Yifei is a loooossseerrr :P

Why is everyone around me getting upset? And i always don't know what to say to cheer them up. :\ rdeguhijhgywdf

My class did maths during the teacher's appreciation time slot. How fantastic! When all the other classes are celebrating! hahahaha kinda cool actually. :P ACES DAY workout is a total joke! Anyhow dance la. Leonard says i'm a plant cause i don't move my legs at all, thus they're like rooted to the ground. hahah get it? :| whatever laaa!

The teacher's day performance was alright i guess. :) Saw Tian Ji today! Hahaha he needs a hair cut, badly!

I went to windworks today to try out the Josef oboe. I've got to say, it looks so awesomely pretty. The casing smells good, new leather, which smells kinda like tar? Set up the oboe myself and realized that it has a different kind of mechanism. heeehe so coolzzxsszxzxzxsxs! Anyway, the oboe looks so good with the small hints of brown against the black polished wood and the gold key joints. Shiny new keys which i can totally see myself clearly with. It sounds mellowish. And round. Which is awesome! But i sound Bleh. as usual. :(

LIYING! LET'S WORK ON MY TONE. CAN LEARN VIBRATO AFTER THAT! ;0 hehe i feel/wanna get new reeds! :) Go meet Pan Yun and annoy him and trouble him by making him rescrape my reed everyyyy time! :)I feel like learning how to make reeds. Then i can go scrap reeds myself and get nice colourful strings and stuffs. AHHH i wanna go learn! :\ okay all these stuffs, after O's. Hahahahhaha! That's a longg way to go. But seriously, i have to concentrate on my studies now. Hahaha doing verrryyyy badly :) haha it's okay. BLEH! ;P

Windworks has this 2000 piece puzzle piece. I tried to help finish it but failed. Hahaha ;p

okay done. i have nothing interesting to blog about. Oh, i have very dry lip. And lip butter doesn't help. Drink water? Maybe..

"We must take our friends as they are."

2010-08-21T23:56:00.001+08:00

-James Boswell

I think today was great, except for a few minor kinks that could have been avoided, but oh well :)

I feel like blogging, but i don't feel like blogging

To the query, "What is a friend?" his reply was "A single soul dwelling in two bodies."

- Aristotle

How?

2010-08-19T18:58:00.008+08:00

I have a crazy friend who talks to stuffed toys. That's her, Hazwani. But despite her freaky obsession for Avenge Sevenfold and talking to stuffed toys, her foul mouth, random kicks and hair pulls and she always smalls "annoyingly" like vanilla, i still love her like crazy :) <3

So how? Which one? Hahaha I'll not go worrying about it now. If it is not, then it's not. And that's awesome. If it is then i guess that's just not meant for me :) I'll survive!

Waiting for time to pass till break fast! I remember how i use to watch tv, Mr Bean or Spongebob, after school while waiting for break fast during primary school. I miss doing that but the shows on tv now is total nonsense. I rather not watch them.

Maths is such a draining subject. Surprisingly, i can do maths for hours. Hahaha i can get headaches thinking about how to solve a maths question. I need to work harder. For maths, for everything. I'm doing everything so badly. I need to really really work harder! I really need to have better discipline!

Hahaha i know what i have to do. It's just that i don't want to do it. Bleh. I'll try. Hahaha. Bleh.

Anyway, i miss eating in class! I want the fasting month to be over so i can steal/share CJ's cereal! hahaha and eat the randoms sweets and crackers and snacks that are distributed during lessons!

What i need to do first is to clear all my assignments. :)

Brainwashed

2010-08-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

I think i was brainwashed into liking band somehow. I'm actually kinda looking forward to band practice tomorrow, even though there isn't suppose to be any for seniors. Practice is for juniors and i have one! I wanna go band band band band band band. Oh and there's Taiwan trip briefing tomorrow before practice start! :) so excited to go to Taiwan yet at the same time, not looking forward to it.

Anyway, i should really stop procrastinating and putting everything to be done on a later date/time. I really have not been getting any work done these few weeks and i was able to kinda blame the late YPSB practices and tiring longgg trips back home, but now i guess i can't! :(

Rose seems to be getting more hardworking ever since the new term started and it kinda scares me. I should be like that too! But why am i not? eee geramnye. I also want good awesome grades at the end of the year and not be a total disappointment! :P Band is awesome, but i have to put my studies first! I have to prioritize properly!

Hmm, i wonder if i can stay awake tonight and not sleep at all. Let's try.

Anyway! PICTURES OF YPSB CONCERT IS UP ON FACEBOOK! ;D hahahaha i laughed my socks off looking through the photos. We're so damn epic :) Love CMB to bits (L) <3

Off to continue with my work now :)

YPSB Concert

2010-08-15T14:22:00.001+08:00

It was awesome. Hahahaha :) Gonna miss it so bad :(

Tour de Japon - Theme of Love (愛のテーマ, Final Fantasy IV)

2010-08-13T22:16:00.007+08:00

Tired tired tired! It's okay. All this coming home late at night, dry and chapped lips and having tons of fun with band mates from different schools will all end tomorrow. The concert is tomorrow. TOMORROW. It will be awesome. :) Surely, i'm gonna be happy when all this is over but i'm also gonna miss the laughter and stuffs :/

Anyway after our second last band practice which ended at 8.30 yesterday at NYJC, i went to get my reed scraped and one more new reed, just in case anything happens during the concert! I really really prefer buying reeds from Pan Yun than from Music Gear! Don't mind the $30 spent. Worth it. His reeds are so kncsbjvfihunhbvf much better! :)

He scrapes the reed from scratch and i don't know why they're so much better then Music Gear's even though both are hand-scraped reeds!

Getting reeds from him is like also having a mini lesson with him. Telling me tips and such. Plus he has cool oboe books and such. I want lessons with him! :) Oh and he fixes my oboe if he can! Free awesome maintenance for my oboe! :D

Hahaha and he has this ancient oboe which is turning white and rusty and stuffs! But i tried it before and it's super smooth! The oboe is older then me! He bought it in 1984. It's awesome. Please look at how new mine is compared to his!

It's just a fun experience getting reeds from him! Plus, he's house always have 'live' music being played every time. It's either him, his wife or his daughter! His daughter was playing the cello when i went to his house yesterday. All musicians la! Seriously, i want an oboe lesson with him!

okay, today. was. alright. only. CAUSE. Andrew broke my nice new scraped reed. :( haha accident. nevermind. nevermind. will kill him some other day. when i don't feel so sad about my reed :( :P he literally broke it! cna kdscm jbmxbv jcd!!!!

Last YPSB practice today! It was fine! :) I think it could have been better! Hahaha i don't really feel prepared for the concert. How? :)

Had tons of fun going home from practice today though :)Because of these people. Made my day a whole lot better! :) (L)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

Got gifts for people for tomorrow's concert! :)

Tomorrow. Concert. I really hope it'll be awesome. I'll have fun. :) (Y)

Next thing to look forward to after this is Taiwan Trip! :) HEH TOTORO! ;D ;D

Okay, i will be more disciplined and start studying for End-Of-Year exams after this concert. I want super fantastic grades! Seriously. :) hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! :P

2010-08-11T21:35:00.005+08:00

"In things essential, let there be unity. In things not essential, let there be freedom. But in all things, let there be love."

My lovable, smelly friend, Khairina Khalid! :D

There was two free periods today! Which is awesome :) Cause then i can finish up all the uncompleted assignments! :P Wednesday is the slackest day of the whole week. Thursdays are the crappiest! I hate Thursdays :)

Had oboe tutoring today! It's fun! I wanna play a duet with Liying! She's awesome :) Like every other oboist in CMB. I know all my senior's name from the very first generation. :D

1. Danny
2. Farhan
3. Liying
4. Ellise
5. Tian Ji
6. Diyanah
7. Krithika

hahah a total of seven generations. how awesome :)

Went home with the crazy sec ones today. They're really sociable, which is good to a certain extent. Camwhored with them! Nice bunch of people :)

I'm posting these pictures up. Even though i look horrid. There's something wrong with my eyes! One of it is obviously bigger then the other! And i look like an alien in the pictures! SAD! :( hahaha but it's okay, the juniors look cnjdhfdhbfvn too with their "funny faces"! :)

Haha it's very hard to get him to make funny faces! :)

Today is a good day. Even though i hate Thursdays, i really hope that tomorrow would be an even better day! :)

Not feelin well

2010-08-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

I don't feel good :( Having a headache. I just ate panadol. Bleh. I don't want to be sick please. Fasting is starting tomorrow! I just realize that today.

Anyway, band today was awesome! I want Clara to have that solo please :( I feel like going for band now! Having tutoring tomorrow. From 3 to 6. 3 hours of oboe with liying!

Have to bring oboe tomorrow. Have to wake up really early tomorrow. Have to sahur. Have to do maths assignments. Have to sleep.

Brown paper packages

2010-08-10T00:09:00.004+08:00

It's 12:13 and i'm suppose to be asleep and have already completed my karangan. But no, my karangan is not completed and i am sleepy but i refuse to sleep cause i want to finish my karangan first. Bleh!

Sad thing is that i have YPSB practice at 10.30 or something at amkss and i have to be at school by 9.30 cause there's transport for us. I wanna sleep so badly!

I still have maths homework to be done. argh. Why school so leceh? what happened to colouring in the lines and stickers in books? NAP TIME?

I wanna go to the beach! :(

18 more to go

2010-08-09T19:12:00.003+08:00

Finally back in Singapore! and just in time to watch the NDP parade :) heh. Brother making funny comments. Joker.

Went Malaysia yesterday! Ended up staying at my aunt's house for the night and stuffs. I ate freaking a lot in Malaysia!!! Not really that good for me but it was awesome! :) Had Secret Recipe for lunch yesterday and the service there is nonsense. I bet the food was microwaved or something. Tasted like bleh :P But at least i got to try the 'Vienna Brownie' while my mum got the awesome 'Marble Cheesecake' which is absolutely adored!

Took a bite of my niece's banana spilt. heh.

So, after that crappy service, not-so-yummy-until-can-die food, delicious cake and loads of fun...

I paid for everything. Haha. No. -.-

Anyway, i was being a total nerd and brought my books along to study and do my homework! :| haha efforts not wasted cause i completed my geography homework and bio too :P

Today, i woke up to my crying baby nephew who wanted his grandma. Had to bring him down. Hahaha i actually wanted to watch 'The Notebook' that was showing at 2am today but i missed it. Oh well, i can always watch it next time..

Anyway when i got back to Singapore, I saw like 9957589493824 kites in the sky! Wanted to take a picture but i was too slow! :P heh.

Okay must go buat karangan sekarang. Kalau tidak, guruku akan membuat bising. Okay, mesti confirm buat bising dah pasal hantar lambat..

Sketch

2010-08-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

Today will be awesome. :)

I like letters. Write me letters!

2010-08-08T00:13:00.002+08:00

It's 12:13 and i can't sleep. It's still early but i'm suppose to go to sleep. I need to go sleep. Bleeehhhh. I'm insanely bored and i can go crazy! I think i shall do my homework! Then i shall watch a movie or something. Really bored!

Please write me letters. Thanks! I love reading letters. :)

Hot Chocolate Caramel?

2010-08-07T19:43:00.004+08:00

Now is not the right time for me to blog but i just feel like it! Hair is dripping wet and bag unpacked. I have to leave in 20 minutes. hahaha! Going off for YPSB practice :)

There's so many stuffs to do today. I will get everything done asap. Anyway i've been having this stupid flu for the past two weeks and it just won't go away! Annoys me! Makes it harder to breathe and hold long breaths during practices!

Anyway, gonna get my reed scraped a bit then i'll buy another one just in case anything happens before the concert start. I don't really like Music Gear's reeds. That's why i'm getting reeds from Pan Yun myself. He's cool.

Okay i really have to get off my com now. Till later :)

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Hahah then i went off without pressing "publish" how smart! :)

Just gonna continue with this post i guess! Got a lot of stuffs done today.

Got my new ezlink and library card! And completed two and a half geography worksheet and my social studies mindmap! I'm gonna finish all my assignments tonight cause i most probably will not have the time tomorrow. Or tomorrow tomorrow. Or even tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow cause i'll have YPSB practice the whole day. And mostly probably, i'm going Malaysia tomorrow! :(

So, i guess today is not really a bad day at all :) i got some things done! Plus, i enjoyed today's YPSB practice! The only thing that didn't go well was going to Pan Yun's house. Ended up not going cause he had lessons till 5, which is very late, thus, i did not go. How sad! That means i'm stuck with a kinda hard reed to play, which is actually good for practicing long notes, but harder to play low notes softly! And i need to get one more new reed! :( blehh. He said he's free tomorrow! But i'm not. Sad. Nevermind. I'll get my reeds, before the concert! Surely! :)

Anyway, something very important! YPSB CONCERT DETAILS PLUS TICKETS! For all of you to attend. It's a must!! :)

Young People Symphonic Band Concert

Date: 14 August, Saturday
Time: (I think) 7:30 pm
Cost: $10
Venue: Singapore Conference Hall

Conductor: Dr. James McRoy
Repertoire:
~Symphonic Band
1. Alligator Alley
2. Salvation is Created
3. Courtly Airs and Dances
4. Flight of the Griffin
5. Marches Des Parachutistes Belges
~Wind Emsemble
I don't know. hahaha! :P haha will update this when i do know! :)

-Free seating!

Okay, BUY TICKETS FROM ME! please? :) hahaha

I had hot chocolate caramel today! Cause there isn't any hazelnut! :( But it's okay! I'm still happy with hot chocolate caramel! Made me and Nila all crazy! hehe laughing at anything and everything!

Okay i have to go find my Monday's malay newspaper article do do the newspaper article review thing! And then to go complete all my assignment! :)

The Marshmallow Test

2010-08-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

This is so cute and funny! :) heh :) I feel like eating a marshmallow now! >:|

2010-08-06T16:22:00.002+08:00

Hahaha ate at Seoul Garden today after the National Day Parade! My stomach feels weird now. heh but nonetheless,it was fun just hanging out with them!

THERE'S NO HOT CHOCOLATE HAZELNUT AT JURONG POINT'S STARBUCKS! sad. haha been wanting to drink that since forever.

Anyway, have been busy with band, YPSB, remedials and other nonsense which really drains me out everyday. All i want to do when i get home is sleep, which is what i have been doing these few days. Didn't do any homework, study for tests or whatsoever. Did all of that during lessons or recess. Recess is the best time to do not completed homework and stuffs.

These people are an awesome bunch :) Really glad to have them as friends :)

Okay gonna use this four day long weekend to complete all my assignments and maybe study some topics for chem and bio. Bleh. So boring! Gonna go out with Rose on Monday. I hope. heh :)

2010-08-06T16:20:00.000+08:00

CMB IS FOREVER AWESOME no matter how merepek we sound like. We'll get through this phrase of nonsense soon. We will. I know we can! :) Just don't give up. :)

2010-08-02T22:07:00.001+08:00

Cause raindrops keep falling on my head.

2010-06-15T15:35:00.001+08:00

HOW AM I GOING TO TWITTER NOW?! ;0 shouldn't have spammed shaycarl..

2010-06-12T23:33:00.001+08:00

OBOE OBOE OBOE OBOE OBOE OBOE! :D

2010-05-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

Lemons are pretty good :)

2010-05-31T14:46:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHO GOT A TWEET FROM CHEF JOHN FROM FOODWISHES!! BEST YOUTUBE CHEF EVARRRR? WELL, ME! DUHH ME! MUAHAHHAHAHA.

okay, dah terlalu jakon la aku. :P okay bye! gonna watch more YouTube videos! :D

2010-05-30T12:44:00.003+08:00

"Inside the snow globe on my father's desk, there was a penguin wearing a red-and-white striped scarf. When i was little my father would pull me into his lap and reach for the snow globe. He would turn it over,letting all the snow collect on the top, then quickly invert it.The two of us watched the snow fall gently around the penguin. The penguin was alone in there, I thought, and I was worried for him. When i told my father this, he said, "Don't worry, Susie; he has a nice life.He's trapped in a perfect world."

-The Lovely Bones, Alice Sebold

2010-04-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

simple things in life makes me happy. the tiniest detail of something makes me smile. i love this. what?

2010-03-28T21:40:00.001+08:00

2010-03-21T12:54:00.000+08:00

March Holidays is almost over. How sad. :(

2010-03-17T19:56:00.000+08:00

because apples are red.

2010-03-16T22:22:00.003+08:00

Let's do this! Cause i don't feel like doing maths homework anymore :0

1. Name?
Nur Diyanah Bte Mohamed Said

2. Nickname(s)?
banyak sungguh.

3. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
Mohamed Said. Dad.

4. Age?
14

5. Favorite fruit?
Mangoes.

6. For or against same sex marriage?
Against.

7. Are you allergic to anything?
Not that i know of.

8. Are you bisexual?
No.

9. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes?
yeah.

10. How many U.S states have you been to?
None.

11. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
None.

12. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
Singapore (?)

13. Name something physical you like about yourself?
My wrists. haha i don't know.

14. Something non-physical you like about yourself?

15. Do you have any pets?
Rock?

16. What is your dream car?
Volkswagen Beetle

17. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
Vienna

18. Are you bipolar?
No.

19. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive?
I don't really mind. Up to him la. :\

20. Where would you want to go on a first date?
Clouds.

21. Would you date the person who posted this before you?
Mariyah? No.

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
No.

23. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
No.

24. What was the last text message you received:
Huh? Okay...

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No.

26. Have you ever white water rafted?
No.

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
No.

28. Are you racist?
Semi?

29. What song are you listening to right now?
Nothing.

30. What's your favorite song at the moment?
Nothing.

31. What was the last movie you watched?
I can't remember.

32. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
School.

33. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Hazwani's?

34. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Yes.

35. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eh. i don't know?

36. Do you smoke?
No.

37. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Anything that i feel like buying then.

38. Say something totally random about yourself:
I don't cut myself. :)

39. Do you have an iPod?
No.

40. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No.

41. Do you have freckles?
No.

42. Are you comfortable with your height?
Yeap.

43. Do you love someone right now?
My parents.

44. How tall are you?
144 monkeys. haha okay no, cm.

45. Do you speak any other language other than English?
Melayu dan cina?

46. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
No.

47. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Yes.

48. Do you watch MTV?
No.

49. What's something that really annoys you?
When oboe reeds are crap.

50. Do you like Michael Jackson?
Neutral.

51. Have you ever surfed?
No.

52. Do you know how to pump gas?
No.

53. Do you drive?
No.

54. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
Hahaha

55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
No.

56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
No.

57. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
I don't know.

58. What's your favorite state to live in?
Don't know.

59. What color is your hair?
Black/dark brown?

60. What color are your eyes?
Dark brown.

61. Do you have any special talents?
Oboe. Enough said.

62. Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
Peach tea

63. Favorite city?
The Moon?

64. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
No.

65. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
The guy on the top of the ship thingy. You know? That circle thingy in th.. whatever. I get it.

66. Who do you live with?
Family.

67. Last thing you watched on TV?
Rachel Ray. that's cause someone switched the tv on and i kinda semi watched it while going out of house this morning.

68. Do you wear glasses or contacts?
Glasses

69. Have you ever taken a roadtrip?
No.

70. Does your computer have a mouse?
Yes.

71. What's your favorite article of clothing you own?
Don't know.

72. Who is the main person you talk to in each of your classes?
Hazwani Azhar/ Ifah Sakinah/ Rosmawati Dollah/ Mariyah/ Deanna/ Azrina/ Pui Boon/ Junhian

73. Do you like school?
Semi.

74. What color is your shirt?
White.

75. How many bedrooms do you have in your house?
4?

76. What kind of house do you live in?
Flat.

77. What was the last mall you've been to?
Jurong Point.

78. Are you alone?
Everyone's home.

79. Do you have any older siblings?
3 Older brothers.

80. What is the last thing you ate?
Sushi.

81. Who was the last person to come over to your house?
er. i can't remember.

82. Who was the last person to call you?
Hazwani.

83. What time is it?
10:50

84. What should you be doing?
Doing Maths Homework.

85. Who is the last person you IMed?
Wee Hao.

86. Did you go out to eat yesterday?
Yes.

87. What are you thinking about right now?
Homework. Oboe. Homework.

88. What color are your pants?
Green. HAHAH. :)

89. What color is your keyboard?
Black.

90. What do you feel like eating/drinking?
Pasta.

91. Are you in college?
No.

92. Are you bored?
Very.

93. How many teeth do you have?
Everything. haha i don't know how many that is.

94. What color are your shoes?
Not wearing any.

95. Last thing you drank?
Wintermelon.

96. Who do you love?
Allah.

97. What are you doing right now?
Completing this quiz.

98. What are you looking at now?
Facebook, Twitter, Youtube.

99. What's the last words you said?
Mango.

100. Do you have lip gloss on?
No.

101. Do you have eyeliner on?
No.

102. Where is your cell phone?
Somewhere in the mess of my bedroom. I don't need it.

103. Do you have any friends named Robby?
No.

104. Do you have any friends named Nikki?
No.

105. Are you afraid of the dark?
Kinda.

106. Did you used to watch "are you afraid of the dark"?
Yes.

107. Do you like someone right now?
Mango (?)

108. What size shoe are you?
7 or maybe 6?

109. Spell your first name backwards:
hanayiD

110. Where do you live?
Jurong West.

111. Something you are deathly afraid of?
Surrounded by endless amount of sand/water/nothingness.

112. Do you like candles:
Yes.

113. Do you like the taste of blood:
No.

114. Do you believe in love?
Yes.

115. Do you believe in God?
YES.

116. What's something you wish you could understand better?
Myself.

117. Where is your favorite place to shop?
no idea.

118. How much is the most you've ever spent on a single clothing item?
?

119. Who is the least fashionable person/people you know?
don't know.

120. Do you do drugs?
No.

121. What kind of soap do you use?
Soap.

122. What are you listening to right now?
Fans.

123. Where do you want to get married?
On clouds.

124. Things that drive you crazy?
Crayons

125. Do you think you are a good driver?
No.

126. Where are you right now?
In my room.

I shouldn't do quizzes cause my answers are just, yes, no, i don't know, hahaha. really.

okay now must go get a drink. haha :\

2010-03-11T20:37:00.003+08:00

I want to be in a Nerf gun battle.

Band. Was. Kinda. Okay. Maybe. No.

I surprisingly did not fail my class bio test 2. How awesome is that :)

I need. New reeds. Badly.

I want crayons! Crayola :D

Anyway, getting result slips tomorrow. i think i failed most of my subjects. Die.

Everyone just needs to take a chill pill.

It's the last day of term 1 tomorrow. So fast la. :\

2010-03-10T23:56:00.003+08:00

I don't know. I feel like blogging right now, at 11:57 on a Wednesday night.

I can't sleep. And as usual, I'm hungry. I'm so gonna get fat like this. :|

Okay i still have to do chemistry worksheets and some math questions AND memorize peribahasa :( i can't memorise peribahasa! :0

Anyway, the week has been hectic. kinda maybe no. Today, went home with Hazwani and drank bubble tea with her and talked. Talked for a long time and took a cab home cause i can't be bothered to take the bus home :\ Reach home and slept. And woke up and did homework (?) Okay i think i procrastinated for most of the time but whatever.

I just realize that we've got more girls than boys in the class. :| And there's not enough boys for the games. haha cannot be bothered, for now.

There's band tomorrow.

There's bio remedial tomorrow. Going through class test 2 which i think i failed. :|

My results this term are so crap. :| die.

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okay i also have english homework too :(

What do you think about when you don't have to think?

2010-02-26T16:43:00.001+08:00

Life is wonderful. :)

2010-02-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

Life is wonderful. :)

2010-02-25T02:31:00.002+08:00

'Family. They're the people in your life you don't get to pick. The ones that are given to you, as oppose to those you get to choose. You're bound to them by blood. Which, you know, gives you that much more in common. Diseases, genetics, hair and eye colour. It's like they're part of your blueprint. If something's wrong with you, you can usually trace it back to them. But, even though you're stuck with them, at the same time, they're also stuck with you. So that's why they always get the front rows at christenings and funerals. Because they're the ones that are there, you know, from the beginning to the end. Like it or not.

Lock & Key
-Sarah Dessen

2010-02-17T22:28:00.001+08:00

i wish i could tell someone. i feel like hgfcdxrty now :(

2010-02-06T10:48:00.001+08:00

I need to study now.

2010-02-03T20:23:00.001+08:00

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love,... or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.

-Woody Allen

2010-01-08T21:38:00.001+08:00

2009-12-25T18:54:00.002+08:00

What do you mean it's not Halloween? :|

2009-12-14T22:06:00.001+08:00

I miss my friends loads. :(

2009-12-14T00:15:00.001+08:00

"Fate succumbs
many a species: one alone
jeopardises itself. "

-W.H. Auden

2009-12-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

I don't know how i feel. :|

2009-12-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

I finally learnt how to fold a rose today :) Very happy. Hahaha. I can't believe im updating. There's nothing to update anyway cause i've done nothing interesting in the past seven days since December started. And now, the year is going to end in three weeks. How great is that :) Actually no. Cause i've yet to start any of my homework even though it's easy stuffs and i'm just not prepared for school, at all. Anyway, if the new year starts, that means there's only 25 days till Limelight and i'm gonna freak out. Really. So, 3 weeks plus 25 days means i've only left with exactly 46 days to practice and find a good reed. A really good reed.

I think this is going to be a rant post. Yeay, what a way to kill time right now. Now you should read this, cause you are probably one out of the maybe two readers that i'm left with to actually visit this page hoping to read an interesting update since i've not posted for a month, so that you'll make me happy.

What did i just talk about. Nevermind, I don't get it either.

Anyway, i've absolutely nothing to post about but i just feel like typing something.

I wanna shop. I just wanna go out. Staying at home is not fun at all. There's nothing to do at all. I wake up. Bathe. Use the computer. Stare at the computer thinking what to do. Go to Youtube and Facebook and just stare at the site and not doing anything. So i end up closing the stupid computer cause there's actually nothing much to do anyway and start folding cranes. Maybe take a nap. And then eat followed by watching tv. And just slacking. Seriously boring. I just sound like one lazy ass. Doing nothing productive. :/ This is why i kinda love band practice. Totally kills my time and i do something productive. Like practice my oboe. Feels great to be doing something else and not just slacking and wasting my holidays away like that.

Okay, I just wanna shop.

2009-11-08T21:25:00.002+08:00

My most awesome power packed friends :)

2009-11-04T23:03:00.001+08:00

Hahahahahahahahah :)

2009-11-02T16:40:00.002+08:00

I have nothing to blog about, really. Well what's new is that it's school holidays now and there is absolutely nothing to do. Very sad, i know. And the only reason why i'm actually updating this blog is because i'm bored.

And now i'm stuck cause i have no idea what to write.

2009-10-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

Oh well, life still moves on.

I wish i had one wish. Just one will do.

2009-10-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

I feel so merepek. Thank a lot la, seriously.

When will the results shows? (not talking about exams here) I feel so drained just by thinking about it. I can't describe how i feel through words (maybe cause of my lack of vocabulary, no?) right now. If makes me feel sad whenever i have to heard the same phrase over and over again.

You know what? Screw this shit. Life is too short for me to be sad over this. But then again, i need to be worrying about it.

Hate this.

2009-10-22T18:49:00.001+08:00

band, tomorrow.

2009-10-20T21:55:00.002+08:00

I wish i had a picture to post. Cause a picture speaks a thousand words, doesn't it? (: And that means i don't have to blog alot.

a million little piece by James Frey.
'frey really can write. Brilliantly. and if you don't think so, f**k you'
-evening standard.

hahaha (: Okay that was for my amusement (:

Anyway, i think you guys should really go watch Edward Scissorhands (: Okay that's all. Nothing else to blog about anyway. Oh ya, getting papers back for checking tomorrow. No looking forward to it but yeah (:

2009-10-17T16:25:00.002+08:00

I can't believe now i have to clean this mess up. Seriously, i should have just put back the stuffs i've taken in the first place.

I totally blame the exam period for this, really. And i think i fried some of my brain cells just by studying too much. Is that even possible? Maybe that's why i suck at playing bejeweled blitz now. Really slow at it. D;

Anyone wanna go out with me during the holidays?

There's seriously nothing to do at home and i need to get out of house(:

2009-10-15T21:35:00.001+08:00

i need something to do.

2009-10-14T13:01:00.003+08:00

can you believe it. exams are freaking over! (: i'm damn happy. okay bye. must start finding stuffs to do during the holidays now (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!:D
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAZANA! :D

2009-08-27T20:24:00.001+08:00

what's up?

2009-08-24T20:24:00.003+08:00

i just realized that i've got 180 posts. which is considered alot, for me. i don't know why but i suddenly feel like blogging. so much for a hiatus (:

anyway, the fasting month is already here! and before you know it, it's gonna be over and then it's going to be Hari Raya and then end-of-year exams. holidays are next and since the Hong Kong trip is cancelled, limelight is the next big thing now. okay, awards night is first. it's before the exams. so that's basically it. oh ya, September holidays too. which reminds me of the health carnival thingy in school. :/

anyway, results in school are getting better and i hope that they'll improve more. but now, my studying mood is beginning to fade away again. which means that i'm not really doing my homework, slacking, not studying for tests and all of that. so i really need to get it back. i really need to start mugging cause end-of-year examinations are really very very very near and since this year is streaming, damn, i better do well.

okay, what else?

i need to cut my hair.

hmm, band.

band?

band.

band is all great and i'm starting to love it again. and i hope it stays that way. (: oh i got my side-reading skills back. (: omg, hahaha!

i really don't know what to blog about but i seriously just feel like blogging, letting everyone know what's happening and all but really have no idea what or how to continue this post.

okay, you should watch spirited away. and there's freaking loads of project. okay maybe only three, home econs, elective module food technology and malay. oh four, including ee. :|

all not done. and for that, can die.

okay these days, i really have no motivation to just open a book, read it, do my work, revise for a test or anything. damn, wrong timing for my studying mood to fade away. especially with exams coming up and all.

I am nothing special of this I am sure. I am just a common man with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, that has always been enough.

~ The Notebook; Nicholas Sparks

that's it. i want Nicholas Sparks's book. ALL of it (: thank you.

2009-08-17T20:06:00.003+08:00

am i supposed to blog? nah, not now :) as usual, i'm totally going on another mini hiatus :) until then, take care.

(take care was not necessary. of course you'll take care of yourself without being asked cause of the H1N1 and whatnot. :/ )

It's wrong what they say about the past, because the past claws it's way out.

- The Kite Runner, Khaled Hosseini

2009-08-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

There won't be swine flu if we treated the pigs better.
-Jim Carrey

2009-07-30T17:49:00.002+08:00

Just because something ends doesn't mean it should never have been. After all, even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.

I really have no idea what to blog about.

oh, there's band tomorrow. and the interview thing. i don't know why the hell i am worried for the interview. tsk. it's annoys me. there's band tomorrow. they're playing a new piece. life is still great and i'm so not going to continue to post :)

2009-07-29T15:25:00.002+08:00

when everything else goes wrong, eat this. :)

2009-07-26T19:10:00.001+08:00

So many versions of just one memory, and yet none of them were right or wrong. Instead, ther were all pieces. Only when fitted together, edge to edge, could they even begin to tell the whole story.
- Just Listen, Sarah Dessen.

i can't believe a finished a 371 paged book in two days.

2009-07-25T13:42:00.003+08:00

"what's in a name? In which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet."

-William Shakespeare, Romeo & Juliet.

this was so my line when we were planning to act out Romeo & Juliet for class. hahaha!

"All flowers have a meaning," she explains. "It was mostly used during the Victorian times," she explains. "If a gentleman sent a lady a red rose, she knew he was saying he loved her."

I'm fascinated. I wanted to know more. "What about other colors?" i asked.

" A white rose stands for innocence and friendship. Light pink for admiration and sympathy. Yellow with red tips, falling in love. Violet, love at first sight. Red and white together means unity. And orange-passion." She says this last word like it's her favourite one in the English language. She draws out the sounds of the letters as if tasting each on her tongue.

I take all of this in. It's incredibly romantic. To think of people choosing the color of rose for someone to give them a secret message. Then i realize that she hasn't mentioned the color of my Queen Lizzie rose.

"What about yellow?" i ask.

"Dying love," she answers. Her voice enchoes in my head. I hear her words over and over. "Dying love, dying love, dying love."

-Jane In Bloom, Deborah Lytton

well, Jane in bloom is about, Jane (obviously), who lost her sister and she learns to look differently at life while embracing her broken family.

before i forget, Happy birthday Huiting! Nicole! and Yunting! may all your wishes come true! :)

anyway, you know the orange flower which i took with in the previous post died. D: but the red one bloomed! and i didn't take a picture with it :( heh.

today, i helped my brother send his resume. haha! he damn lazy la. so i did it or him :) i'm such a nice sister.

In the shadow of loss, a wallflower blossoms.

2009-07-23T18:22:00.003+08:00

i know i look damn stupid and.. ya just stupid. haha! saw a orange flower outside science lab and since there was no teacher, i took a photo! haha actually rose did. haha! and miss loh was walking up the stairs when we took this picture and that explains my stupid face.

HAHA! excuses only, diyanah.

but the flower's nice :)

there's full band tomorrow. i don't know what will happen. i need to get back to my study/band mood, fast. very fast.

2009-07-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

have i ever told you this? i love my friends, very much. even if they annoy me like crazy :)

2009-07-19T22:39:00.001+08:00

yes, that's my dad, and i love him, very much.

it's that time of year again where me and my dad celebrate our birthday. yes, me and my dad share the same birthday days. we are both born on 19 July, but on different years, of course :)

okay, i'm gonna skip all the cliche stuffs and just wish me and my dad and not forgetting Priyaa,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)

2009-07-18T17:41:00.002+08:00

how come everyone seems to be having so much to post about and i don't?

i folded one hundred papers cranes in one night. seriously, i did. in blue and pink. haha! next is purple and orange then green and another shade of pink and another shade of blue and then another shade of green and yellow and then red. so that means i be folding five hundred cranes first. then another five hundred. damn crazy, i know.

ya, ya, the story of the girl who folded 1000 cranes when she was about to die of leukemia during the bombing of Hiroshima but she never made it in time. she died cause she didn't complete the 1000 cranes?

it's believe that if you fold a thousand cranes, you'll get a wish.

and i want a wish. who doesn't right? no harm done in trying to get a wish right? it's only folding a thousand cranes...

anyway, a quote from 'Jane in Bloom' another book i'm reading. by Deborah Lytton.

" My favorite flowers are daisies. They're happy flowers. Simple flowers. Nothing ever goes wrong for a daisy.

Now, a rose is another story. A rose is very complicated. It's always changing on you. First it's a bud, and you think how pretty it looks. Then it starts to open and you're amazed because it's even more beautiful then before. When it opens all the way, it's so breathtaking that you have to touch it... and you do, but you forget about the thorns."

and you guys should really go check out my videos on facebook. not videos as in my videos as in i took those videos but you know, videos.

2009-07-14T17:03:00.000+08:00

:( okay i'll blogged. really i will.

but i don't have anything to blog about so i guess,

:(

2009-07-09T19:27:00.002+08:00

2009-07-07T19:22:00.003+08:00

i hate this feeling of uneasiness that always happens. and where is the rain when i need it to? or the nice sun.

i really want to go to the beach right now and just feel the cool breeze blowing against my face. the wind in my hair. i don't care. i want to go to the beach. D; then i can maybe fly a kite!

anyway, i just found out that there's no school on Friday. anyway, i was actually happy about it but then again, i was just beginning to be in the studying mood again!

i don't know what to say already. my mind is blank and i just feel so tired.

2009-07-04T09:37:00.002+08:00

it's a Saturday! and normally, i would still be asleep right now or be in the band room. hmm, really miss band right now. i just feel like playing the oboe right now. okay.

so since i have no plans and i'm not going out, i guess i will clean my cupboards today! and make space for BOOKS. and stuffs. heh! and i want everything clean, surprisingly.

will upload pictures into facebook later. haha! right, okay.

2009-07-03T20:01:00.002+08:00

the first week of school is over and i think i did pretty well. i was real good and wasn't up to any mischief :) haha! really. i did my homework and i tried to pay attention in class. well at least i tried :P

so there was band spring cleaning today and it was awesome. i have never seen the band room bigger before! haha and it was all neat and tidy :D and of course i cleaned the oboe stuffs myself. like duhh. haha! well it was fun! and got to see some stuffs and all that.

went home with nila. haha! okay ya. that's all. OH, and lina gave me my birthday 'cake' already! hahaha which is like super early! hehe! it's actually a cupcake and it's very delicious.

and i feel like buying some books, and get my books from kak ifah. i haven't even finish reading those yet. like two of them and yet i still wanna buy more! i'm into reading right now. haha!

2009-07-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

there's nothing to blog about these days. school is very dead. lessons are as boring as before and that's about it.

everyday i wake up, prepare to go to school and then when i do reach there all i want to do is just to sleep. i can't seem to get my rest these days. i'll be in bed by 11 and i will be tossing and turning all the way till one in the morning and only then i'll be asleep and i'll just keep waking up in the middle of the night. so as lessons go on, i either pay attention or i'll talk to my friends or i just look around. that's all. do the worksheet that's given and that's about it.

anyway, i really don't understand science at all. not a single bit and i really need help on that. okay.

anyway, today's great. well mainly because it was raining in the morning and it's just great. let it rain again, in the morning that is

2009-06-29T16:56:00.001+08:00

holidays were

2009-06-29T15:45:00.010+08:00

so the June holidays are finally over and July is coming, which only means, MY BIRTHDAY! hahaha okay.

this June holiday, i felt that everything went wrong. everything. okay maybe not all but most of the things that have happened to me. i mean, i tried to plan my holiday but it always just doesn't work out.

well, for he first week, i was mainly occupied with band stuffs and i have to say, band is really making me feel so bad at times and sometimes, it makes me proud and happy that i am in it. it kinda sucks that i am in one-man section and that i have no more oboe senior to actually help me with my oboe stuffs. well right now, i'm feeling so sad about band. well mainly because of my own oboe playing and some other stuffs. oh well, just have to improve, i guess. and sometimes, it make me feel good cause i really feel great about playing a piece with the whole band. you know? that kind of feeling that just makes you feel so good about yourself that you're at least doing something right. well band, in all, right now, is making me feel so bad about myself and i feel sad. argh. and also irritated.

i can't remember much about the second week but i think that there was this exchange at Xin Min and i really loved that exchange a whole lot cause i got to meet great people there. that also made me feel better about myself and i totally love that exchange.

week three. i wasted the whole week away, really. i would just wake up at 12 in the afternoon and sleep at 3 or 4 in the morning, playing sims and then the cycle goes on and on and i didn't even bother to do my homework or at least revise my chapters or do some catching up. and that just really pisses me off right now when i think about it. i really can't believe i waste my whole holidays away like that when the end-of-year examinations are just three months (or less) after school reopens. so, i wasted my week three away,just like that. how stupid.

oh i went on a holiday too. which actually wasn't so great even though i did get to shop cause really, this holiday just made me show the bad side of me and i hate it. it's a holiday with my cousins and i just had to show the bad side of me to them during the holidays, didn't i? and i feel so disappointed with how i acted and all. and when i did come back, my holidays where totally ruined by my brother. but what can i do? he is my brother after all, whether i like it or not.

the last week was just pure stupidity and laziness that came over me. i slept at 3 or 4 in the morning and woke up a 11.30/12 and then bathe, eat and use the computer. and then I'll be in my room the whole day and not going out unless i really needed to.

so when it was the last day of school, i freaked out cause not even one of my homework was completed and i was not prepared for school, at all. and that's what you'll get too if you be like me. so don't.

that was what i did during my holidays and when i look back at it, it was one really pathetic holiday. and i don't really blame anyone for it except for myself. except for when there was supposed to be an outing with friends on a particular day and at the last minute they cancel it, that, i will blame on you.

in other words, my holidays have made me feel angry, frustrated, lucky, happy, nervous, teased, sad, joyful, bad, lazy, all in a one month holiday.

i feel like making a resolution right now. whatever, i know resolutions are supposed to be made at the start of the year but screw that crap. but i don't think i should cause i know that i can never stick to my resolution. best to keep things that way and just go with what my heart tells i guess.

Did all of that make sense at all?

2009-06-27T10:48:00.001+08:00

the king of pop has died and i'm back from my holiday. i'll blog, soon, after finishing my homework. hahah! go do my quiz on facebook la! :D thank you!

2009-06-17T18:09:00.003+08:00

okay so that very very mini hiatus is over. fine it wasn't even a hiatus okay. :P i was just lazy to update and thought, why not go on a very very mini hiatus, right? but i was bored and i guess i should just post already :D

so went on the freaking huge shopping spree with Marion, shopping buddy :D ahaha! okay we met at 10.30 in the morning, which is very early for me, yes, i know i'm such a pig, shut up already, at the Mrt Station and headed down to City hall. okay. damn, i'm tired already. okay in short, marion said she was excited for 946554452 times and she bought a dress and i bought loads of accessories and me and marion wanted to get matching charm bracelets cause we rock but in the end, i bought a charm bracelet and she has to pre-order hers so that we can get matching ones and so, that's my shopping spree. yeay! all done.

NO, i'm not going to post pictures here :D OH, and i found out that you can get full just by eating Mcwings, that is if you upsized it :D and Marion talks a lot when she's excited! :D anyway, there's going to be another shopping spree coming right up :D and that's tomorrow! oh the joy of shopping! :D

anyway was walking back home today and i was thinking of writing the events in my life. something like a reflection of my life. HAHA. okay so maybe i'll write that, when i'm 15 or something. you know, just for memories sake.

so my cousin is coming over today. yes, Dian. uh huh. that very annoying but lovable cousin of mine :D i will cam whore with her! cause i want to cam whore. and i realized that i don't know how to take a picture of myself anymore, like alone cause it's been a long time since i did that, hmm whatever.

okay so i'll be with up with dear group members tomorrow so that we can finally do out projects. okay and i must also complete my homework. oh and my sim is talented like no body's business. okay i will do my homework today :D

oh and i'm so into hats, not caps, since yesterday :D

2009-06-16T21:11:00.001+08:00

2009-06-16T20:10:00.001+08:00

I LOVE SHOPPING SPREES :D haha will blog about it. probably later. :)

2009-06-14T19:15:00.008+08:00

i watched 'A Lot Like Love' yesterday and now, i can't stop humming 'I'll Be There For You' by Bon Jovi.

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
They say that true love, it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God
You'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

the show is great. and i really love it :)

today, i melted chocolate and place them on a baking tray and started playing with he melted chocolate! see!

okay i lied, that obviously wasn't melted chocolate. :D cause melted chocolate isn't shiny or glittery or anything! heh! and it wasn't on a backing tray but just drawing block :D aww. haha! my mum would kill me if i did put it on a baking tray!

it's actually three different colours of glitter glue that i mixed together :D heh! why did i do it? well cause i was cleaning my room and then i got bored and then i found the glitter glue and thought that it might be fun to play around with it :D hhaha! so in the end, i didn't clean my room :D haha!

there's supposed to be the colour blue but i didn't take the picture when the blue was put in. oh well :|

you think this is all that is to the mess in my room? haha! you're so wrong! see those files and papers under the table? yeah. and it still doesn't end there. hahaha! :P

well at least i tried to clean my room! haha! anyway my phone is totally dead and my brother will give me his spare phone at night. haha so if you did message or call me, i think i will reply you at night or something :)that is if i'm not lazy

2009-06-13T20:56:00.003+08:00

okay so in the end, i didn't eat dinner yesterday and i slept, starving because i was too lazy just to walk fifteen steps to the kitchen to get something to eat. how great.

so i ate breakfast, but as you know(or may not), i hate breakfast and so i ate very little. even after eating 'breakfast' i was still hungry but i just didn't feel like eating. and that sucks cause i was hungry the whole day. okay but i ate just now,dinner. okay done.

OH, my phone is totally dead now and i have to somehow find another way to get another phone. like real fast, so i can contact people and ya. i just want another phone can survive even with it falling down to the ground hard for let's say, 982475249275274 times, waist level. okay. find me a good phone like that :) well at least my samsung phone survived at least 587344789975678 times :) but it's dying now. and i'm gonna miss it. with it's ugly scratches and chip paint thingy. and OMG, THE UNGLAM PHOTOS ARE IN THERE. and i haven't transfer it YET! omg. haha nevermind.

oh, at least i finished reading holes today! took me two days! hah! and i really need someone to come over to my house and teach me how to use Photoshop :D Marion? Nila? heh! i'll buy mint ice-cream so we can binge on food later on :D hahaha! i'm still hungry.

i'm having very dry lips. very very dry lips. my room is in total mess and i'm too lazy to clean it up and i didn't even make my bed today. oh well.

some random facts for you! :D

goldfishes have a memory span of only 3 seconds!
if you put a goldfish in the dark for a long period of time, it'll turn white.
elephants are the only mammal that cannot jump
must suicides occur on mondays
for everyone Australian, there are two Australian kangaroos!
on average, there are 180 sesame seeds on a BigMac
fruit and honey are the only food that are made without killing anything
all polar bears are left handed
the phrase 'The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog' uses every letter in the alphabet.

okay don.e i really have nothing to post about actually.hmm

2009-06-12T19:49:00.003+08:00

so today, i solved mathematics equations early in the morning at 10.15 and then went to school and reach there at 12.30 which made me at least half an hour early and sat with david, mingshi, charmaine and leon. haha! david was the only one that's sensible the rest were crazy, as usual, especially mingshi and charmaine.

so then joshua came and open up the band room and mingshi was all crazy, grabbing joshua by the neck and all that and i have no idea why she's so hyper. oh and only five or six people came back to get their instrument back. oh well.

anyway had sectionals after that.

my reflection on sectionals:
JOSHUA IS ONE FREAKING PATIENT GUY, that is when he wants to be. oh and i don't know how to count. and i suck at rhythms OH and most importantly, i survived the day without eating any breakfast or lunch and that sucked cause now i'm hungry. really hungry. D; i will eat. later, when i'm not lazy. and, sectionals was productive cause NOW, i can play that part of Prince Of Egypt which is like yeayy! okay and i think i was really whinny and that also suck cause i hate whiny people. D: hmm. but overall, i am totally pleased with myself and i had fun! :D and that's good.

haha! my reflection is done! so there. and i still will not agree to buy leon his Little miss/mr men, whatever that thing is called. HAH! :P

anyway i am chatting with hazwani and she's writing me a guide to getting a good boyfriend. HAHA! and it's totally cute la, what she said. hahaha! so she says;

get those with nice tummy or ass
must know how to please you, and beg you, and make you sad, make you laugh, make you smile. ETC
must be romantic if not damn boring
most not be shy, if not like asshole
must know how to bake well so he can bake stuffs for you
must have his own smell so you can be comforted when you smell him and not get annoyed cause you smell him everywhere
and he must love you the way you are and not criticise you in any way
you as a girl must know how to get your way and get what you want from him. make him do whatever you want, but remember, he's your boyfriend, not you slave!

haha there you go! hazwani's guide to how to find a boyfriend! HAHA! no comments to the guide though :| and there's a part TWO coming up! hahahaha! and i so did not change anything! hahaha!

so, in the end, i'm happy and that's all that matters :D OKAY LA, maybe not all that matter but you get it :)

2009-06-11T21:20:00.007+08:00

it's been a good day so far for me. i finished reading a very nice book and i've full filled my life time wish in Sims, that is to be a DNA forensic specialist. it's not my wish, but my sim's. well i did it, and for that, i rock.

okay so tomorrow i'll be heading to tuition first followed by three hours of sectionals. the meeting for the math and science project was cancelled because of me. so sorry!

anyway, does anyone know how to use Adobe Photoshop CS3 Extended? cause i really have no idea how to use it, at all.it's just so confusing with all the small buttons, in large numbers of them. anyone can help? :)

2009-06-09T22:19:00.008+08:00

rose did this.

okay the blog title was from joshua. cause the secondary twos are in the banana squad for drills. so anyway, today had three hours of sectionals and then one hour of lunch and then thee hours of drills. sectionals, more like individuals, was okay. got some parts through and i can play them now so good for me! and i keep checking the time! so let's just say now is 11.03, then after 675235489887332465 minutes, according to me, it's only 11.05. OMG. how irritating is that? okay. then had lunch with Hazwani and Mariyah. Followed by three hours of grueling drills under the hot sun. so now we can stomp? our feet together nicely but we can't march together nicely. D; anyway, went back home with Nila and bought FOOD! :D yes and we sat down and ate and then went to the library and then Nila borrowed a book. actually i wanted to borrow a book but i can't cause u have yet to pay my fines! i will pay soon. i don't care but i want to do these activities during the June Holidays, anyone wants to tag along?

Canoeing

one hour, $10.trust me, you'll get tired in the first fifteen minutes. and we'll take loads of pictures!

watch a movie

do you have any idea how long it has been since i've watched a movie?

shopping

i need it, badly.

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okay so i didn't post that on tuesday. haha cause i was lazy so i just shut it off. anyway, had an exchange at Xinmin Secondary and it was great :) really liked it like a whole lot. and i got stuffs from the other people from Montana. haha they're great though :D funny and great people :D

anyway, i have tuition and band and i'm supposed to be meeting with my group members for my project all by tomorrow. and it's all messed up. i'm gonna have sectionals with joshua (and maybe shasha) which is supposed to be in the morning. and i also have math tuition which is also in the morning. and the group meeting, i have no idea what time it is supposed to be. so it's all messed up.

can you see how fast time flies past? it's like the second week of the holidays already! and that means we are all left with two weeks left to finish up all our projects and homeworks and CCA stuffs. now, that sucks.

anyway, i've finished reading 'No Shame, No Fear' by Ann Turnbull and also This Lullaby' by Sarah Dessen. both books are good, like seriously. okay so now i can do my book reviews. but i still need to read one more book though.

i have yet to start on any of my homework. and there's this e-learning thingy for math and i have to print it out but i can't cause my printer is like zzz and there's math textbook exercises and english vocabulary lesson thingy and book reviews. math project and science project too (which no group bothered to jot down the question for the project). and i know there's more but i just can't remember. oh well.

haha okay my brother is into Sims 3 ALSO. haha! and he has a house, but i bet it's ugly and i bet my house is nicer then his! :P and i'm rich in Sims :D :P haha!

It was just like my mother said. Everything, in the end, comes down to timing. One second, one minute, one hour, could make all the difference. So much hanging on just these things, tiny increments that together build a life. Like words build a story, and what had Ted said? One word can change the entire world.

Hey, Dexter had said that first day he sat down beside me. That was one word. If I'd talked one minute longer with Don in the office, Dexter might already have been called away and gone when i came out. If my mother and i waited maybe another hour, Don might not have been at the dealership the day we went shopping for her new car. And if Jennifer Anne hadn't needed that oil change on that particular day of that particular week, maybe she wouldn't have ever looked over a Jiffy Lube counter and seen Chris at all. But something somehow, had made all these paths converge. You couldn't find it on a checklist, or work it into the equation. It just happened.

from 'This Lullaby'

p/s it's really very tiring to make/decorate a house in sims.

2009-06-08T23:04:00.004+08:00

i need a blog title, now. haha and now i can't sleep, cause i slept from 6 to 10. so see? i can't sleep now, but i have to cause there's band tomorrow. pure sectionals and drills. i have to practice like crazy. my running notes. and some other parts. okay. i still love this font. and i'm hungry because i didn' eat dinner not because i eat 24/7. tsk.

limelight is in one month time. it's scary just thinking about it. we really have to push ourselves, now, now, now. especially me, right now. this is totally freaking me out. one month, four weeks and twenty-eight days.wanted to calculate the time but i was just lazy.

and i changed my blogskin cause i had nothing better to do and also because i wanted everything white, for the background. we'll see how this skins works out.

i'm still hungry. and so, i'll try to sleep now.

oh ya, and i still have 8 hours of NYAA rugby practice to cover. i'll contact reine, soon.

2009-06-07T23:39:00.004+08:00

i took a stupid affection analysis on facebook. i don't know, just for the fun of it i guess?

i'm back from and camp, with a heavy heart and bag full of smelly clothes. (read ellise's blog, got the 'inspiration' from there) HAHA!

i really can't believe how self-centered some people can be, you know? i know that we've all got our different views but for once, look from a different point of view, will you?

band camp was both fun and sad. i don't know how to say it. as i said it before, there are times when i just love playing the oboe and then there are times when i hate playing the oboe. i don't know why but it's just like that. it somehow makes me feel like crap. i love the oboe, don't get me wrong but i just hate how it feels not being able to play the oboe. i hate how people expect me to be good so quickly. i'm trying. just shut up already.

and of course there are times when i felt so happy in band camp.

so overall, band camp was

i want to go canoeing, anyone want to go with me? and i need more money. D: and i want to watch prince of Egypt. i just realized that i have never watched beauty and the beast before, ever. i've watched the other Disney princess shows but not beauty and the beast, except for the one that's on ice(the one where the 'characters' skate on ice rinks), when i was like what? six? or five? so i don't really remember. i need to go on a vacation and shop like no body's business. i have loads of work to do but i'm just so lazy. and my schedule is not going as plan so screw the damn schedule and just go make plans on the day itself :) oh that sounds better. so much for i-want-to-plan-and-will-follow-the-schedule-for-my-june-holidays nonsense.

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okay so i wrote all of that yesterday and i was debating with myself to post it. so anyway, i watched Beauty & the Beast already yesterday and The Little Mermaid in the morning, just now. yes. and now, i want to watch Pocahontas (: let the world be merry.

so today, i'm going to wash all my bags :D okay that's all that i've done that's good today. for the rest of the time, i was just slacking away :|

anyway, am suddenly into this font, like it's pretty :D okay

oh and i need a new phone. not that badly though. haha. i just need the phone for messages and calls and that's all. screw phone cameras and MP3s. and i need to finish reading my books, fast.

2009-05-29T19:04:00.005+08:00

there's only one word to describe the last day of school: dead. everyone was feeling so tired in the morning and this continued all the way till the end of school for me.

so anyway, tomorrow is meet-the-parent session and i am kinda looking forward to it so that i can get it done and over with and even though i'm nervous to see my results, i don't care about them right now cause i think i did badly for this year's mid-year examinations and who's to blame except for me, of course, cause i didn't study enough. tsk.

so. i drew out the month of june and planned it already. so i'm left with tens days with nothing on it and so that means i can do whatever i want with it. ten days out of 28. how great is that? so there's going to be another SYF showcase on 4 june in school. this is the 3RD time we're going to showcase the SYF pieces. stupid showcase.

I AM SO GETTING SIMS 3, LIKE DUHH, on june 2nd. unless any kind-hearted soul wants to buy it for me ? :D

oh and i have a section leader workshop on that day.

well that's all i guess.

2009-05-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

what's in my mind:

oboe
canoeing
movie marathons
oboe
cousins
popcorn
long john silver
oboe
rugby
oboe
results
meet-the-parent session
oboe
let's talk presentation on tuesday :|

i need a diary, badly. i don't find blogging interesting, for now. :S

2009-05-20T20:14:00.001+08:00

on a mini hiatus now. will blog whenever i feel like it, soon. after i finish watching my korean/japanese dramas. and after all the band stuffs and nyaa and reading books and going out. so ya. touch rugby is fun, stupid. TSK. i need to go cut my super hideous long hair. TSK.

2009-05-05T15:37:00.001+08:00

okay so i removed my chat box already. TSK. oh i can't believe that it's already May. that means it already five months since the year started. wow, that's long! and i didn't even realize it. anyway, got to go study now. tsk. science and art tomorrow. and i have yet to do the art preparatory work! D: and i must cram all my science now. exams are almost over! and band's gonna start soon

2009-05-01T13:01:00.003+08:00

omg two papers down, five more to go if i'm not wrong, or more.

not going to be relinking people. lazy.

anyway, the papers were alright, i hope. i'm so worried about the results now. goddammit. anyway, my brother did something to my computer and now it's all fast and blah blah. okay i really have no idea what to talk about. anyway, i've been reading loads of books these days. don't know why but i just feel like reading :D anyway,for today, since it's labour day, i plan to do math, geography and science and maybe a little bit of history. omg, for a moment there i thought today was sunday and math paper is tomorrow and that freaked me out a little. okay.

my CA1 results this year are stupid. i mean i only got two A1 and that is geography and art. and geography was because of a class test on natural vegetation. and since then, my geography marks are not good already. same goes to the rest of my subjects. argh. i'm so dead.

oh ya, i just watched hi-5 just now and i realized that tim is gone too. there some new blonde guy on the show. i think it's tim. oh well, whatever.

oh i'm in love with restaurant city and yogurt. yeah, that's the only new thing. other than that, my life's the same.

anyway, i've been wondering whether i can still remember my oboe fingerings and embouchure and all that. omg. die. die. die. die. die. die. >:o haha! that face was so random. okay must try to remember my fingerings and scales and all that. OMG. i think i really forgot all about them :O!!!!!! now i'm worried. goddammit.omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omgomgomgomomgogmomgogmogmOMGOMGOGMOMGOMG. oaky enought. i think i still remember. i hope so. argh! stupid band break! D:

i can sing a rainbow

2009-04-25T18:41:00.003+08:00

when was the last time i blogged? well who cares. anyway, mid-year examinations are just next week and i have to start studying. (i hate the word 'mugging', sounds stupid)

went to study with khai, deanna, rose and priyaa at jurong east library just now.

is it just me or is there something wrong with the whether? cause the heat is super uber hot.

i want crocs. not the one with holes in them. not even the pumps with holes in them. i want those crocs.

why are there so many songs about rainbows and what's on the other side. rainbows are visions and only illusions rainbows have nothing to hide. what's so amazing that it keeps us star gazing and what do they think we might see. someday we'll find it the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me. have you been half asleep and have you heard the voices, well, i've heard them calling my name. is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors, their voices might be one and the same. i've heard it to many, many, times to ignore it, and i think it might be oh... someday we'll find it the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me.

the rainbow connection by jason mraz. which is also sang by kermit the frog in the muppet movie which i want to watch.

i can't wait for mid-year examinations to end. band can resume and i'll have something to do every friday and tuesday afternoons. i wonder if i remember how to play the oboe. i think i can. well, i hope so. i really miss band.

oh i passed my math class test, which is not included in the percentage for SA1, which sucks cause i got full marks for it. stupid test.

i suddenly miss rainy saturday mornings. i remember when i was like primary six or something, i would wake up to pray and then i realized that it was raining. with thunder and lightning which is very (insertwordhere). it's a very nice feeling to wake up and yeah. get what i mean? whatever.

i want a box of maltesers please. i don't know where you can find it but yes, i want it. please? i'll be utterly grateful if you did give me a box of maltesers.

restaurant city is under maintenance! D: yes, that's a new game i am addicted to. tsk. it's also another playfish game, like pet society. only that this one is about restaurants. and i rock.

it's been
quite awhile since i went to the beach. i want to collect shells but apparently there aren't a lot of pretty shells to be found so obviously the shell necklace that, He Shengwu, in Table of Glory gave to the other actress which i forgot the name is so not real cause there aren't as pretty shells like those that can be found in any beach in Singapore. so yeah. it's fake but still, it's pretty :)

someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection
the lovers, the dreamers and me.